Sorry i've been dead to livejournal for the last few months.

I have friends at college, real friends, who actually want to talk to me.

And I joined a sorority (which helped with the friends thing). You might have heard of it, Delta Delta Delta, yes I"m a Tri-Delt now, isn't that crazy?!?! But I love my sisters and I've had so much fun so far. I get initiated next Friday and Saturday and then I can wear my letters, so exciting.

I've also been doing a lot more socializing this semester as apposed to last semester. Well, more partying, in a social matter. But I'm trying to be smart about it.

Speaking of partying, this is the last weekend of Spring Break. At my school we get 2 weeks off and I've been spending most of my time in Valpo because we had to stay for the basketball tournaments so we can dance at them. Both teams lost in the first round so I went home for a week and then these last few days have been a real spring break for us dancers, with random people who are also in town. Some year I will get a real Spring Break *promise*.

Promise to post pictures from initiation.

i.
forgot.
kevin's.
birthday.





CRAP!!!!!


gotta make a video gotta dance around what the hell am I going to do!

suppose i could redo what i did for becca's birthday since its more fitting this way.
gotta do something today!

Here's the first two chapters of my NaNoWriMo novel :Fairy Tale

Word Count: 798

( Elsie's Story )

My novel will be about a girl who learns that not every love story is a fairy tale.

Seeing as people are ignoring the invention of Spoiler Warning I'm going to be off my friend's list and several choice groups until I've finished with the books. I hate to have to do this but if people are going to insist on ruining the books I have to try my best to prevent it. Once it comes out I will not be online at all til I'm done. I love you all and see you in a week.


Anna (hprocker)

I wrote this story for Brit Lit, thought I'd share.

( The Mortician's Story )

Haven't posted in a long time...hehe

this is for Brit Lit yay

The Mortician would take care of dead people’s remains,
Their feet, arms, lungs and even their brains.
You’d think this career may a bit depressing,
This dismal job is actually quite a blessing.
Every family member died, all so tragic,
He came across this job, as if by magic.
A happy-go-lucky man, quite optimistic,
He says what he does is very realistic.
Dealing with death on a day by day basis
Makes the rest of the world a wondrous oasis.
No black in his wardrobe, no gloomy shades
His clothes are all bright colors of pastels and jades.
His blond wavy hair, not what you’d expect
But please show this man no disrespect.
Excitement is always alive in him well
A smile on his face even during farewell.
Alone is not he, with many many friends
Compared to all others his friendship trandscends
He loves all beings, both dead and alive
For we must know our past for us to survive.

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So great news. Mose just found out her dad has photoshop on his computer so that means major iconage from now on! Sad I can't have it yet but when I get it it'll be wicked. I'm really excited for all the awesome icons and banners that we can work on now its just awesome.
We had playoffs today and I'm so F ing nervous!!!!!! I hope I didn't move down but there's no where else to move to so I really want to stay first chair. No but when we were waiting for Kdog to come post the Black band's list Laurel, Matt and I were talking. Laurel putting on her jacket hit me in the head. I said something about it and told her that she just hit me in the head. She hadn't even noticed (feel the love!) and Matt patted my head?!?!?! Yea the last time a guy has done that was....Matt Mika! Not a good comparison but still. Maybe this means that Matt is going to talk to me and actually be a friend rather than what has been happening lately which is well basically strangers on the street.
I really hope we don't have snow day tomorrow, well I do but I don't because I want to see how I did (I said I'd call goheen up at his house tomorrow begging him to tell me how I did!) No but really I've got dance practice in the morning, DAPA at Edison, and Joseph practice afterschool. Plus if we start late tomorrow then I have dance practice at 7 am on Friday which is not what I want to be doing on my day off, I plan on packing for Blooming Prairie on Friday. Anyways I gots to shower because I don't want to have to get up tomorrow to shower!

Ok its that time of year again. Valentine's Day is next week and for the 15th year in a row I have no one. So next time one of you wants to Boo Hoo because you're with a guy think that you had one once. And you know there will be another. The guy I like, well odds are he doesn't like me back and it hurts. I have my friends but I don't have guy friends like that and forget a boyfriend. I really don't know what to do anymore. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt? I want to tell him but the last time I did it I was humiliated and I don't want to lose his friendship just because I like him, a lot. No one knows. I haven't had the guts to tell anyone. I almost told during band season but after homecoming that all just went down the drain and it was better just to leave that subject alone. I just want to wanted. I want to be adored. I want to loved. I want to be told I'm beautiful. But.....that's not going to happen is it? Because, I'm not. Its hard to bear sometimes.And I can't go one but I do. I want the romantic I almost had. Why can't someone just tell me how they feel (and not be a total psycho)? I don't want to have to be set up by my friends. I know they have good intentions but I want and guy to want to ask me out himself. Well goodnight friends.

So you all have to fill this out:
1. name:
2. birthday:
3. place of residence:
4. what makes you happy:
5. what are you listening to now/have listened to last:
6. do you read my lj:
7. if you do, what is particularly good/bad about it:
8. an interesting fact about you:
9. are you in love/have a crush at the moment:
10. favourite place to be:
11. favourite lyric:
12. best time of the year:

RECOMMEND
1. a film:
2. a book:
3. a band, a song and an album:

PLUS
1. one thing you like about me:
2. two things you like about yourself:
3. put this in your lj so i can tell you what i think of you.
4. post a picture you (if possible):

( And here's me )
This way I know how many of you really love me....nope didn't think so.

So its no longer 2005. You expect it to feel totally different but it isn't. Its never different. New Years only changes a number in your daily schedule. Nothing more. You hate it but we all know that on Tuesday at school the same people will hate me and the same people will love me. There will be no big WHOA change just.....nothing. I wish I could say we'll see spectacularily amazing outstanding differences but that will never happen just because of one number.
Anyways I don't have a cool camera or a scanner so majority of my pictures from 2005 come from band! So here's some pictures of (mostly) me this year.
( 2005 pictures )
Ok so yesterday Maggie and I decided to go to Falls Park to see the fireworks at midnight and it was soooooooo kool! We were right next to where they were shooting off and we almost got hit with the aftermath sparks. It was the koolest thing ever. And we were like freaking out because if we got pulled over probably we'd be toast so yea it was just way awesome. Maggie met a hot guy......ok yea.

_belong
_belong: Find out where you belong at a fun, tight-knit sorting community!

We have classes, Quidditch, competition, clubs, shopping, and more!

So this week I've bought a total of three magazines basing on Harry Potter pictures and posters so the wall above my bed is running out of room fast. I like it though and I"m thinking the painting my walls thing isn't gonna happen because I don't want to take down all my pretty pictures....oh man and ripping them would probably kill me. I have to go see it again by the way. Kay and I have have seen it how many times. She's seen it at least 5 times maybe more. And I have to see Chronicles of Narnia. At least they're staying true to the book.
So last Sonntag my dad came home and he brough Nicole with him to hang out with us for the day so we could show her World Market, which is aweseome. I went there last Samstag and found guess what? Baci! Yes I did freak out and I had to buy it. Baci is from Italy its from the Nestle' company Perugina. I went to the company when I went to Europe like a year ago and I haven't seen Baci since then. Well Baci means kiss. So its technically a Hershey Kiss only Italian had has Dark Chocolate with whole and chopped hazelnuts. Inside every wrapper there's a little saying that has to do with love its just cute! So of course I had to tell Pierce and he just laughed. I told him he should have brought one for his Winter Formal date but he said he didn't even have time for supper, did that make sense to you? Me neither.
We had playoffs this week and I helped Emily on Dienstag but she still made 2nd I don't blame her though because she needs more practice. So we're gonna sit down and work every day afterschool next time so she can at least perform more confidently. I got 1st again Kylee and I were so happy we stayed at first part. We did not want to go back to 2nd part. Skyler went down but what can you do, I'm proud of Jenny though last year she didn't do so well and now she's improved a lot.
I gave Joanna the piece of pie my dad said to give her which made me laugh and her because it has been so long since 5th grade. You know what she did? She apologized for the way she treated me back in 5th and 6th grade. I was really surprised but it made me really happy. I started to think about and realized that even if she never apologized I would have been perfectly fine with it. Her apologizing proves she is a better person than most....
My dad ordered me a Spam charm. It made me laugh because having lived in Austin for 6 years and omg Spam was just.....more than the meat. I remember driving by Hormel and looking at the lights because they had this cool thing they did with the sign. Not that I miss spam I don't think most people in Austin even liked Spam and everyone knows the fulsized Spam Museum was a bit much. I liked the one in the mall but really overdoing it maybe? But I still have my Spam flag from the SpamJam before we moved here that was fun.
I got my gift from my secret santa and I think it's Ellie but I don't know all I do know is that I know who they are because Aimee knows who has who and she says they know me so unless I've got a stalker on the loose, I know them. Which reminds me I have to get Michelle's gift for secret santa soon.
My aunt finally sent my diamond ring for my confirmation. I had to email her back and I told her she has to come for my graduation I don't care if there are huge hurricanes tearing up the Gulf Coast she's safer up here where she's more likely to get hit with a blizzard, but don't tell her that.
On our way to Hawthorne for DAPA we saw the grain elevator in SF and it was weird because it looked like it had been eaten away at and it was like bite marks. Not very safe looking with the wires and chunks of concrete hanging from them. Yea DAPA was good up until I said Merrry Christmas to Sara. I said it really quiet though so she probably didn't hear me and Katie kinda got on my side of it when Kylee and Tessa freaked out lol its funny though. Speaking of DAPA I think I have coat check on Sonntag. But they are good on Sonntag because its slow and I can do Honors homework. Yea and I think I know who the little sister of the shreiking woman is so incase you don't want to know I have it behind a cut.
( The little sister is... )

So I'm tired and I've got piano tomorrow So I'm heading to bed.

OK so I wanted to show Kaylin my results of her test cuz yea I'm bored so here are a bunch.

Your Japanese Name Is...

Tamiko Daigo

tamiko! I like it!

Arty Kid

Whether you were a drama freak or an emo poet, you definitely were expressive and unique. You're probably a little less weird these days - but even more talented!

emo poet oh no does this mean that kaylin's monsterness is going to torment me! less weird what are you talking about I'll never lose my weirdnessesseserisses.

Your Summer Ride is a Mini Cooper

You are all about unique, one of a kind adventures. The only thing predictable about your summer is that it's unpredictable!

I was totally going for the Smart car but Mini Coopers work too! Those were the two kinds of cars we loved the most in Europe.

Your Animal Personality

Your Power Animal: Deer Animal You Were in a Past Life: Panda You are a fun-seeker - an adventurous, risk-taker. While you are spontaneous, you are not very rational.

I'm a deer. Well that's crap I'm going to get hit by a car and die.

Your Birthdate: April 15

You take life as it is, and you find happiness in a variety of things. You tend to be close to family and friends. But it's hard to get into your inner circle. Making the little things wonderful is important to you, and you probably have an inviting home. You seek harmony with others, but occasionally you have a very stubborn streak. Your strength: Your intense optimism Your weakness: You shy away from exploring your talents Your power color: Jade Your power symbol: Flower Your power month: June

HAHA! intense optimism! lol

You Should Learn French

C'est super! You appreciate the finer things in life... wine, art, cheese, love affairs. You are definitely a Parisian at heart. You just need your tongue to catch up...

koolness!

Your Superhero Profile

Your Superhero Name is The Dragon Wizard Your Superpower is Mystic Your Weakness is Philosophizing Your Weapon is Your Magnetic Arrows Your Mode of Transportation is Cable

NO NOT THE PHILOSOPHIZING!!!

Your Band Name is:

The Fearless Poodles

lol I like poodles

Your Outrageous Name is:

Amanda Hugnkiss

Look Kaylin we have the same name. O great now we're gonna get confused. We're the Hugnkiss Sisters! sweetass!

In a Past Life...

You Were: A Jittery Priest. Where You Lived: Boliva. How You Died: Decapitation.

Wow. That's only slightly disturbing.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

That's me except for that whole marriage thing just....no.

You Are 15 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

WHOA! They are good! lol (btw I'm 15) lol that's just funny and ironic.

Your Career Type: Artistic

You are expressive, original, and independent. Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art. You would make an excellent: Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.

Yea that's me all the way!

Your Prom / Homecoming Look Is

Asymetric Dress

interesting, very interesting.

Your Scent is Key Lime

Sassy, real, and totally smooth You're a total flirt who's always ready for a challenge!

My mom loves Key Lime Pie....oooo Freaky Friday! and its Friday! lol

You Belong in New York City

You're an energetic, ambitious woman. And only NYC is fast enough for you. Maybe you'll set yourself up with a killer career Or simply take in all the city has to offer.

I've been to New York City but it was only fore 3 hours. OMG my mom lived in NYC more Freaky Friday,

Your Celebrity Style Twin is Gwen Stefani

Trendsetting, unique, and stylish.

I am unique!

You Are Downtown

You're a funky spirit that requires freedom to live. Your city girl persona needs adventure, diversity, and great pizza.

FUN!

Your Nail Polish Color is Magenta

How you're unique: You're confident - and you show everyone the true you Why your style rocks: You have the attitude to carry the most outrageous outfits off What this color says about you: "Look at me. I know you want to!"

Magenta like in Blue's Clues. Blue scidoo we can too!

Your Ideal Marriage Proposal Is

New Years, at the crack of midnight, under a windstorm of confetti.

Awwwww! That's so awesome.

Ok so that's it for now b/c I'm going to supper and NOT going to Winter Formal. *tear* maybe now I can find a date haha yea right!

So yesterday Kaylin and I went to the GoF movie and it was...well awesome! We pretty much were freaking out the whole time about one thing or another. Of course it took forever for us to find a parking spot you wouldn't have known that is was a Harry Potter night. lol.
Afterwards we went to her house and made dolls. This morning we looked at Tokyo Premier pictures and made fun of Emma's blanket. I got to see my Leah at the theatre and last night when we got home.
Today me and Nenna went shopping with her mom to get an outfit for their baptism tomorrow and then we went to walmart. Ok so now I'm off looking at more...Rupert pictures! I love him in his dress robes!

So, Dane is dead. I'm still in shock of all of this. Half of our dance team was balling their eyes out, especially Kelsea. Johannah, I heard, hit her head and lost her mind. Lauren.....well that's the complicated part, my mom says she wasn't even in the car but I also heard she's dead too. It doesn't matter I can't handle any of it. I have to keep saying it over and over in my head but it doesn't seem real. It hasn't really hit me yet.
On a lighter note. Tracy is letting us choreograph our own hip hop routine for like basketball games. Not the Just Lose It one but like our own!!! We're gonna get some of the guys to break dance in the middle oh the sweetness! Our dance team did really well today....well our pom sucked but their jazz was really good....until Alyssa's belt dropped yea we got docked points for that one.
I'll update more later. byes! :D

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So yea I've been sick the last 3 days! Ended up getting what my dad had. This sucks and I"m missing two Honors tests!!! grrrusuckcrapdamn! So right now I'm working Of Mice and Men packet for Honors that I have to have done but didn't feel good enough to finish this weekend. I also still have my Wounded Knee Timeline. GAAA no! I don't want to do it but tonight will be a long night! yayyhorray!
I'll update when I have more time on my hands and have a more exciting life.

Kessler's baby is officially a girl! omg yay like we were saying before Harmony would be a beautiful name for her wouldn't you think. Kesslers little commander. "one two you know what to do" aww i can see it now....time for bed.